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Every day i think about cutting but i wait until i'm in my room alone,
i want to scream and cry about my pain but i physically cannot.
I have a bad temper and cutting keeps me calm,
i tell everyone i am fine nothing is wrong but that's all lies.
I have this little world of mine not my happy place my dark place,
sometimes i get cofuesed of whether i'm in my little world or in reality,
sometimes i just don't know the difference.
Now and then but rarely i do think i should stop cutting but i can't,
it's like an addiction... My silent addicton.
Posted by 0 on 04:06 - 27 Jan 2011
Thanks for sharing some of your world with us. I guess it’s so much easier to be honest when writing, but I hope that you find a person that you can be really honest with as well. It is ok to say that you are not fine sometimes! You are right… stopping can be really hard, but please remember that it is possible.
All the best
Posted by Metalhead124 on 06:47 - 05 Jul 2012
sounds like me… its good to know im not the only one like that