why did it hurt?
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Everyone has their different stories, but mines about my brother, and hes the reason i started cutting.... well when i was about 9 my brother tried to kill himself and my parents didnt trust him at home on his own. So they expceted me to grow up alot faster then most of my friends to look ater my brother. Hes 4 years older then me. I found it so hard to cope with it and i couldn't express my pain in words so i showed people how i felt by selfharming but they all thought i was being stupid and a drama queen. Now i am 14 and it has become a habitt everytime someone hurts me i turn to the blade. My family still havent got over the fact i selfharm and always yell at me everytime i do becase they dont understand. I am very embarressed about my scars and cut becuase everytime people ask 'why was i so stupid?' and it makes me feel alot worse.
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