This past year has been pretty tough and I've struggled pretty much alone. My grandpa died in march last year, it was the first death I'd experience and really just bottled it up. Then in June my grandad had a stroke and was kept in hospital until December. That was when the problems happened. I started to become very unwell and was back and forward seeing a specialist at the hospital because I had decided that if I didnt eat I wasn't ill. I'm still under going check ups. But it didn't stop there, the day my grandad got out of hospital my granny went in, she didn't get out until march. On top of that my mum has been in hospital and is now under going chemotherapy. I've tried to stay strong, some days are better than others, I left school because I was getting extremely stressed and it wasnt helping my health. I just need to write all my feelings down instead of talking to some one and feeling I'm passing on my problems.