I asked the boy I really like,out on friday and he said he will be my boyfriend :) however I dont know what to do, I never eat in school and at home I make myself sick and I dont know wether or not to tell him, im scared of what his reaction will be; would he make me go to my doctor, will he dump me, will he tell my parents, will he tell our friends?
I also used to self harm - I havent told him about this however he might see the marks on my arms at prom at the end of the month. Should I tell him or not?
He might find out about my eating disorder if we go out for a meal or if I go to his for dinna etc, or even at prom when everyone else will be eatin and I wouldnt. :(
I dont know what to do, I dont want to push him away.