I've self harmed for ages now but recently I've been really struggling recently with pressure at college and everyone telling me to grow up. I feel trapped. I feel like no one understands me and I feel like I'm trying really hard but whatever I do it's never 'mature enough'. It's making me feel really stresssed and affected my self esteem, I don't know what to do as it's starting to make me question the point in living. Any suggestions on how to manage these thoughts.